15.7.06
aloha! this morning was uber boring. i woke up too early. okay la, it was 11 hrs of sleep already. hehe. then i read the newspapers and newsweek (there was a long johnny depp feature!!) and after that i didnt know what to do anymore. btw johnny depp was like so handsome when he was young?! omigosh. i mean what to expect..he's still as perfect now. i admire him for his charisma and acting mostly. :) then i watched some racist movie with dad..there was so much of f wording i couldnt tahan. so i fixed myself a date with fel and YAY! i got to see her. hehe. at first i thought she'd be out with her darling but so happens that im lucky. :) so yeah...we played until i got damn high that i started rattling rubbish and singing rubbish..until i was nearly late for class. but it was fun. hehe. thanks girl for keeping me company. hope u had a wonderful dinner with ahem. teehee!
tmr's gonna be fun. i know it. CANT WAIT!
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14.7.06
i dreamt that tommy commented that i hadnt mastered wo yao kuai le yet..and it wasnt good enough. omg. when i woke up, i spent the whole morning doing my homework..trying to understand the song, watching a-mei's interviews, video clips, listening to the song over and over again. im not prepared to hear him say that to me in real life. i'll shatter.
made a few friends today. cindy's friends. :) had a super looonggg sushi lunch with her. omigosh i really ATE today. twice my usual portion. but watching the conveyer belt go by really just turned on my appetite. i felt like eating everything!! i was on a salmon craze. i ate some of the salmon stuff more than once...and half of my choices consisted salmon. *drools* im gonna suffer from indigestion tonight. but the salmon tastes toooo fabulous. we had so much trouble curbing ourselves...but i guess that's the fun!!...when you're restricted. if you could eat all you want, it wouldnt be as yummy. :D i love her. shit.
driving was pretty good today. YAY! i need morale boosters man. wed's the big day. my instructor didnt say much today except that i still failed to check some blind spots when turning left and that i should keep up this standard for the test! woohoo! he's a quiet man...so i suppose he doesnt give praises much. that's enough for me though. :D yay hopefully everything will be shun shun li li when the time comes. road users, please please please dont sabo me. i need to pass badly.
terence, yr the best. :) i dont know how else to put it. but yeah..u get the idea.
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11.7.06
interesting advice from stomp's dajie (the equivalent of aunt agony to agonised teens)..
"The thing with boys, at the end of the day, is that they are dispensible. What that means is that we don't really need to be around them to become successful, or feel good about ourselves.
To do that, we need a good report card.
The reason is simple! If you score good marks in your next test, you can go to your parents and show them how hard you worked.
Chances are, they will reward you for your good effort - and, if you ask me, a little shopping allowance never hurt anyone!"
when i first read the words in italics, i thought this dajie was pretty good in making girls feel better about themselves. then i read the rest and it sounded quite..i dunno..nonsensical? so...we should all be single, mug and then go shopping!! quite weird isnt it. a good report card can do wonders when yr down and out but i think that only holds out as a temporary remedy. when yr ego starts to deflate again, you still feel like crap. oh well. but i still like the part about boys being dispensible. muahahaha. go girls!
im threading on dangerous territory. going over the line! omigod. denise wong please wake up your ideas...tmd. someone throw a bucket of cold water at my face to wake me up before i lose my senses...shit.
ooh i had a funny dream. i dreamt that i was daryl's mummy. (daryl's the kid from kumon) i think he was my illegitimate son or sth..cos i couldnt acknowledge him as my son and he could only call me jiejie. but i took him to school, i took care of him, i played with him...OMG. he's sooo lovely i wanna die. i even wish it were true! haha. not the illegitimate part la..but him being my son. daryl's like the most sensible, most adorable, most obedient, most friendly 5 year old kid i know. and he has this charming brother who's primary 6 this year.. (i know cos he was from kumon too for a while) AHHHHH. i must be watching too much tv. its the 9pm show! daryl's xiaohao and i am vivian lai who cant be with her son for some reason that hasnt been disclosed. hahahaha. eh..if i were vivian lai, wouldnt terence cao be my husband on-screen then?! OMG!!
daryl's the best. heh :) I WANT A SON.
foot treatment tonight. hopefully. sigh...
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i waited 20 mins in the queue for the comp. it's finally my turn!! my sister is a huge computer hogger at night...i've absolutely no chance of going near it especially when she has work to do. tonight im lucky. :)
these two days have been good. ytday i went driving followed by medical, then they came over to my house and then went for bbq.
an instructor from another grp took me for driving, and he was really good compared to my own grp's. JEALOUS! if he took me for all my lessons, i'd be confident in getting my license first try. but ytday both my parallel and vertical parking went well. first time!! usually i'd screw up either one of them or both. it ought to be the case already..one more week to test lo.
medical was quite tiring. i was straining my eyes to read the chart for the eyetest, (i couldnt see clearly at all), was praying that my urine test would go well, was hoping that my weight was light and i had to walk back and forth between ngee ann city tower 2 and orchard towers with my lousy foot. i got freaked out when the doctor lifted up my shirt to check my heart beat. i dunno why she must lift up my shirt. tmd. think she knew i was shocked. check heartbeat no need to lift up shirt wan ma. male doctors also just do it with the shirt on. hmmpf. then when i was taking my x-ray, the woman told me to breathe in but she only told me to hold my breath much later..and i had very little breath left so i nearly died bracing myself until she finished with the x-ray. wah lao eh. a few more secs and i'd drop dead. good thing i've diaphragm training. haha! and luckily no blood test or jabs. PHEW. raffles medical grp sent me a survey today...asking me if i'd recommend them to others. my answer is = YES! they're gd. in spite of what i'd been through..cos that's just me being cranky, not them.
today i went to fel's. WHEE. was quite fun...looking back at the past...shant disclose too much. :)
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